this is me now...

a year ago, i couldn't imagine how life would be like out of UP - meaning, an 8-5 job, no more sleepless nights hanging out or getting drunk, a life where i can no longer text my students and make them happy by saying classes are suspended today due to some crazy excuse. i mean, i couldn't imagine hanging out with other people other than my friendly-friendly SCV friends and my ever so dependable co-faculty whom i've gotten so comfortable with. until...

until chevron happened. i guess i worried too much. this is kinda like UP in so many ways, i feel like i'm dealing with the same personalities all over again. these kids are ok. they're cool, and young. makes me miss my mmm family and SCV friends sometimes, but friends are never lost. i know they're there, making something big of themselves and like me, trying to cope with all the messed up shit life throws at us. i'm sure they'll show up when a good cause arrives... something like... inuman?